I've been feeling a little better these days. I feel as though by November 1st, we'll be in our own apartment together. I don't know how exactly are we going to do it, but deep down, I feel its a good possibility. So its been cheering me up :) -- and.... I PASSED MY GTT, you know, diabetes :) good, I was worried I wouldn't. No one knows how much candy I eat :P it would normally make me sick, but now its all I crave. I don't really know what to write now :P Drawing a blank. I guess I just wanted to update.

i havent updated in a while. I've been busy trying to help edward find a job, and myself find something. Today I found, ChaCha, and I just finished the first half of the test, so I'm praying to pass the second half so I can make some income in a week or so It isnt much, and it isn't for sure, but its something I want to do, I want to make some sort of income, even if it is 200-300 a week :( poo.

Anywhoo, as for me, I've been fine. I've been itching alot lately. like ALOT. a little more than normal itch I even scratched til I bleed, now I have a few scabs. I think it's a problem.... I have to call my doctor and see... gah. I also need to know if i have diabetes D: everything is so hard now... and I'm so close to the end of this pregnancy..  I hope she's born healthy and I wont have to worry about ANY problems. (Even though I plan on storing her chord blood ^^).


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I was thinking of jobs that offer housing & pay?? does anyone know of any that my Edward can do??
He has a heart problem so military is out of the question... man........................... bla.

So... Edward is taking Yaya (my kitten) to a friends house temporarily, until we get a new place. Problem is, I hate his friends. I mean, don't you ever meet those people out there that as soon as they speak to you... you know they're losers. That their idea of fun is throwing month old eggs at each other in summer time... That's my fiancee's friends. They're all like that. Freaking retarded... I don't want to put them in charge of Yaya but I don't really have a choice.. grr.. I really hate them all. They're all .....retarded. They're going no where fast, and sometimes I feel like they're going to drag Edward along with them... when he's with them, he can get very lazy.. and stupid too. I remember when I met them, the first thing they said to me was:

 "OMG YOU GRADUATED?!? THATS UNFAIR"

... Yes, I graduated high school, what a BIG step in life... woopee.. *gag* ... and it's fair.. I did my work, hell i did more than I was suppose to, I was in AP and Honors.. and everything in between, and I flew through it no brainer. Now If I graduated 4 years of college, than I expect a "OMG, WOW" but High School???? I see it as sad... Edward didn't get his diploma, not because he failed.. but because he owes over 2000 dollars in school fees since his freshman year (really long story). We can't pay it, because since High school we've been fending off for ourselves to make a living (it's really a stupid reason not to graduate someone, but that was our high school for you ...)

Anyway, onto some happier notes. I've calmed down since last night. So I'm better. I gave Edward a hair cut today, semi mohawk thing he wanted, like Chester from Linkin Park, but Edward has thick native american hair, so it looks nothing like it, but good anyway (I should go to beauty school :P). Before I cut his hair, his hair was longer than mine o.O mine's above shoulder length, his was down his back... it was alot of hair to cut. && I think I found a way to make enough money to get me out of my parents house by the end of the month! I'm excited, but i need my friends help, and he's being a bit stubborn because he believes someone will hack into his cell phone .... poo.

And~ My daughter is kicking my ribs, YAY! lol. I've just started to get stretch marks.... bad...bad...bad... ick.